I will start by saying that this month has brought an abundance of blessings.
When you’re caught in a blustering rain storm without a rain jacket, it’s hard to remember to be grateful for anything really; not because you are ungrateful, but simply because your mind is occupied with so many different things that a rainstorm might invoke.
To me, life resembles a rainstorm more often than we might like to admit. Ever since the beginning of the school year, my life has been nothing less than chaotic. Wake up early, go to school, work, pick up kids, earn money, be creative, take photos, do homework, drive to the mountains, run errands, cook, bake, blog and the list goes on. I feel as if I’ve barely had one moment to breathe during the past two and a half months.
I wanted to share my heart today as a reminder to be thankful, even when your life might resemble a rainstorm that caught you off guard. And I thought it was only fitting since Thanksgiving (probably my second favorite holiday) is in a few days, and what better way to celebrate such a wonderful time than to exclaim your thankfulness.
To start off with the small stuff…
I’m thankful for health. I have not gotten sick throughout the chilly months yet, and I wish for it to stay that way. Now that I mention it, I can’t even remember the last time I got sick so I guess I’m doing something right.
My hair has finally noticeably grown out from the last time I chopped it, which was now two whole years ago. I’m very happy with how healthy, long and shiny it is.
I only have about three weeks left of school before Christmas break. I am a senior in high school, but I’m also enrolled in my local community college where I am taking Biology (one of the hardest classes I’ve ever taken) and I currently have a B which I have worked very hard for.
I get the opportunity to work with Kindergartners two days a week as a part of my high school elective credits, and they bless me so incredibly. My heart is always warmed by their unique and quirky personalities; they are too funny and adorable. Yes, sometimes it can be tiresome having to constantly reprimand them, but at the end of the day, they lift my spirit more than anything else.
All my life, my family has supported me, but now more than ever I feel extremely blessed by them. Recently, I have become closer with a couple of my cousins. I am starting to realize how important family is, because they really are the only ones who will be there for you no matter what.
And now onto the bigger picture of thankfulness…
I am thankful for a loving God who carefully designed me and gifted me with a creative heart. All along I have known of my innate desire to create things, but at the point I’m at in my life, I am beginning to pursue my creative nature more than ever before. I want to capture feelings, memories and moments; whether it be through writing, through a camera lens or through paint smeared on a white canvas. I have a fire burning inside of me to make beautiful things, and to share them with the world.
With all of that being said, I have some exciting stuff planned for the near future.
My sister and I will be purchasing a Cannon 70D within the next two or three weeks, which we will use to photograph and video each fleeting moment. I am hoping to delve into videography (and maybe vlogging) on my youtube channel once I get the hang of the new camera. I can’t wait to capture this beautiful life; people, places and things with a new perspective. Not to mention, I will be able to create so much better and more content for my blog, especially food recipes. Stay tuned!
I am tossing around the idea of starting some type of “project”. I don’t know why I am so intrigued by such an endeavor, but I think it has to do with the thought of continuously creating something that all comes together in the end to form something unique and (hopefully) beautiful. Not too long ago, I started reading the book “The Happiness Project”, written by Gretchen Rubin. Basically, she summarizes her happiness journey in which she spent one year pursuing. Each month, she set goals for herself which ideally helped her achieve happiness; things like, lighten up, enjoy now, give proofs of love, or make time for friends. Two months later and I still haven’t finished the book… whoops. But, from what I’ve read, which is almost all of it, I can say that just reading it made me feel happier. I loved the fact that she took one whole year to focus on and practice things that improved her mood and overall attitude, she didn’t just give up after January.
Another person who inspired my desire to start my own project was a friend of mine named Keeli. Man, let me tell you, this girl is such a gem, and I couldn’t be more thankful that God connected us through blogging recently. Just a few weeks ago she started something that I’m going to call the “I am” project. What she wants to do is photograph people, portrait style, and with each new picture, she has them write a sentence or short phrase about something that they are, whether it’s true now, or they want it to be true in the future. I had the opportunity to participate in her project and I wrote my own “I am” statement. I think it is such a wonderful idea, it’s creative and connects people that might not think to spend time together otherwise.
Keeli has a blog too, which you should go show her some love–>Sip Seek Serve
Click here to see the portrait she took of me and read my “I am” statement–>Keeli’s Instagram
And lastly, I am so incredibly thankful for this blog. I am able to share any and every random thought that pops into my head with people that may actually enjoy my writing. It is a dream of mine to be able to look at my blog and see my creative dreams become reality, and for that reason, I’m constantly looking for ways to improve my writing space. But for now, I’m content with the progress I have made over the last two years, and I am very proud of myself for sticking with blogging for so long.
With Thanksgiving right around the corner, I want to know what you are most thankful for in your life. Is it a person? A book? A place? An opportunity? Let me know in the comments!
My sweet friend Miranda took the beautiful photos pictured in this post. Follow her on Instagram
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